lately..

ive been down. then up. then down. then up. ect.. life's been moving really fast and i cant seem to catch up. i hate feeling down. especially cause im usually very happy or passive, and feeling down is just so... depressing. im not entirely sure why im feeling down. life's moving too fast? or maybe the feeling of being locked up in my house everyday. sure i go out every once in awhile, but.... yea. looking forward to one of these fridays, when i go eat some ppa ping soo (is that how you spell it?) with susan, sharon, and lisa(maybe). im sure theres more to it than that. but i cant really figure it out right now. school's a drag. dragging myself out of bed everyday thinking "when will this end" instead of "yay. im going to school right now!". i usually find myself dead in 0 period, i hate first period, second period... its alright i guess. third i usually fall asleep. and the only class that i actually look forward to is my fourth.

havent really had a chance to hang out with my school friends in awhile. whenever i go out, its usually with church people. i mean, there's nothign wrong with that. i love hanging out with church people. its just... school friends, yea. the last time that i was able to hang out with all my school friends was.... dang. a few weeks ago. at john's bbq. i had a chance to hang out iwth the whole group again. they were planning on just chilling and renting out a hotel..motel? room. but mom didnt let me go. next time...

social surf. Social surf is when people in Best Buddies take the buddies(students with intellectual disabilities) around school and introduce them to everyone. i think its a really good idea, becuase most of the time there just in the classroom, away from all the other students. but during this one week, they get to meet new people, and other people meet them. If you see me walking around... say hi and get to know the buddies or something. during lunch, this whole week.. except thursday