lately..

ive been down. then up. then down. then up. ect.. life's been moving really fast and i cant seem to catch up. i hate feeling down. especially cause im usually very happy or passive, and feeling down is just so... depressing. im not entirely sure why im feeling down. life's moving too fast? or maybe the feeling of being locked up in my house everyday. sure i go out every once in awhile, but.... yea. looking forward to one of these fridays, when i go eat some ppa ping soo (is that how you spell it?) with susan, sharon, and lisa(maybe). im sure theres more to it than that. but i cant really figure it out right now. school's a drag. dragging myself out of bed everyday thinking "when will this end" instead of "yay. im going to school right now!". i usually find myself dead in 0 period, i hate first period, second period... its alright i guess. third i usually fall asleep. and the only class that i actually look forward to is my fourth.

havent really had a chance to hang out with my school friends in awhile. whenever i go out, its usually with church people. i mean, there's nothign wrong with that. i love hanging out with church people. its just... school friends, yea. the last time that i was able to hang out with all my school friends was.... dang. a few weeks ago. at john's bbq. i had a chance to hang out iwth the whole group again. they were planning on just chilling and renting out a hotel..motel? room. but mom didnt let me go. next time...

social surf. Social surf is when people in Best Buddies take the buddies(students with intellectual disabilities) around school and introduce them to everyone. i think its a really good idea, becuase most of the time there just in the classroom, away from all the other students. but during this one week, they get to meet new people, and other people meet them. If you see me walking around... say hi and get to know the buddies or something. during lunch, this whole week.. except thursday

Today...

was a good day. so after school. wait no. it was a PRETTY good day. after school i went to int'l deli and got THE BEAST =D. if you dont know what that is, its a sandwich with pastrami, bbq sauce, lettuce, tomato, and onions =D, its... the... best... thing... ever. BUT, while i was ordering, the president of the club i'm in called me. so i picked up and i said "hello?" and she said.. "Moses, why arent you at the officers meeting?" i was like... CRAP SADL:KASDLJSADLKADS. so as punsihment i have to do 3 days of social surf instead of 2 and i have to find some place for a fundraiser? somethign liek that. so i ate THE BEAST, but i was still hungry. so i ate some kimbab. went to tutor at 4. got home at 5:30. ate some more. uhh. watched grid iron gang on tv. and now im writing this blog. well.. my day doesnt sound that good. but it was. becuase i got to eat the BEAST =D. uhh.
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so lately i've been getting my phone taken away.. ALOT. and im not allowed to go on the computer, but i go on every once in awhile. so all i have to use is my mylo. if you dont know that a mylo is.. look it up (mylo com-2 or somehting like that). its pretty useful. you can go on aim, skype, yahoo, and google messenger. i downloaded like 80 games into it... you can go online, youtube, ect. i think you can even use blogspot with it =O. and it has a touch screen too!. the only bad thing about it.. is uh. its kinda fat? uhh. yea

After reading pauls blog about dreams ( click here), i remembered one that i had a couple weeks ago. and i thought i'd share it with whoever reads this because.... i think its pretty funny. so in this dream there were two sides, and both sides were fighting each other. On the side i was on.... everyone had superpowers =D. me and like 4 other people (i forgot who they were, but they were all people i knew) had this power where you point somewhere, pull your finger.... and a laser comes out =D LOL. so we just ran around blowing stuff up and shooting the people on the opposite team. and while we were doing that, someone figured out that you can make the laser thing turn into a hand? and you could pick up people with it..... so we ... yea =D fun. thats all i remember, but it was a very interesting and fun dream =P.


life has been very boring lately. i want something BIG to happen. something fun and exciting. something awesome........ anyone want to go bowling? =D

random question: Are you easily embarrassed?

I waesnt planning on blogging today.. but irene told me to.

Saturday- was tireing. woke up late and i had to rush to get to milal by 9:50 so i wouldnt have to clean up afterwards. got there at 9:51 but i argued with mrs. pyun and later wrote 9:50 on the sign in sheet =D. caleb (the person i look after) was really good most of the day. we did activitiess, then me and steven went to the family room and chilled, went back down, did arts and crafts, then we left and walked around cause we didnt want to do anythign else. One of the new students..... yea. hes... i cant explain. arrogant? annoying? EVIL. bosses people around, talks back, yea. He already pissed off jason (teacher), me, steven, and who knows who else. i know i sholdn tbe talking about the students this way, but yea. im not even sure what he has.. he seems perfectly fine, except both his legs are like.. twisted? i duno i cant explain it. the guy who watches him looked miserable the whole day. anyways, back to caleb. so when all the parents were picking up the students, caleb kept trying to go into other cars. so me and steven would run, pick him up or drag him away. then he started crying and going crazy..... i was just waiting for his mom to come cuase... he calms down when shes around. but when she finally came, he kept on crying and wouldnt go to her, and kept trying to go to other cars -__-. so after like 10 minutes of chasing him and carrying him around, i got mad.. picked him up... and threw him onto his carseat... that was the end of that =D. after all the students left we had our weekly meeting. jason said somehting about all the volenteers in BB being lazy and if they continue to be lazy they shold just stop coming (i think he was talking to all the fobs =D). yea. went home. knocked out till like 8. ate, then from 8:30-11 i dont remember anything. turned on the tv and watched million dollar baby till like 2?

Today - was alright. went to church, ate, then i was SUPPOSED to watch a movie with my mom and josh... but my mom didnt want to cause it was raining. so we dropped josh off at home and went home.. felt kinda bad becuase me and josh were looking forward to watching the movie... i think.. and we ended up not watching it, so jsoh came with me for no reason. got home then charlie called me to ask what i was doing and wanted to know where jay was. so i called jay and he said he was home, but he told me charlie and big joe were going to his house... meaning charlie already knew where jay was o.o. he told me to call big joe and tell him to pick me up, so i did. i was pretty surprised cuase my mom let me go out (im "grounded" or somehting like that). went to jays house, chilled, ate some beef-a-ronie or something? then went home. played blockles with june and now im writing this thing.

uhhhh.. irene says my blogs have no emotion.. or something like that. and she said somehting else it hink, but i dont remember.. how are you supposed to put emotion into something like this? o.o

random question: have you ever eaten a crayon?

Milal

tomorrow... please dont rain -_-

on a side note: yesterday i played one game of tetris on my phone for an hour. I was about to study for aparthistory.. but i thought "hey, just one game of tetris. it wont take that long" next thing i know, i look up and the clock says 12 -_-. so i killed myself. the end <-- and it one ONE game. i didnt die at all during that one hour =D

my second.

semester schedule goes from 0-4th period, which means that i end school at lunch. The good thing about that is no more crappy school food, and i save money. the bad thing.... no one else gets out at that time. I get home at around 12:30 and i find myself doing nothing. i just sit on my desk (im not supposed to go on the computer) and daze off or think about random stuff. hopefully i'll figure something out to occupy my time.

today: it rained alot. I like rain, but at the same time i dont. When it rains everything feels so gloomy and unhappy..... After it rains, everything feels so fresh and clean. .. yea i duno. Had 2 tests today... ap calc and ap art history. ap calc test was easy.. like super easy. but the art history test... not too sure about that. this weird girl in my class got caught cheeting on the arthistory test. apparently she wrote notes on her hand... in korean. But the REALLY weird thing about it is.. she isnt korean. i duno. i think thats kinda weird. After school my sister picked me up and we went to ralphs cause she needed stuff to make... cream puffs? o.o but we also bought those frito twist bbq things =D and bought some chicken tortilla soup.. and bought... jalapeno cheese bread? something like that. all in all it was an alright day.

junior year...

is not working out the way i was hoping it would.
i started the year thinking "ok ill do all my hw and study
hard for tests. get straight A's this year =D".... and i ended up
doing almost no hw and studying for none of my tests.
First semester was a huge disappointment for me. Hopefully
i'll be able to step it up and do my work 2nd semester =P.
My goal for junior year was to do well and get into UCI.
now... Cal poly?

anyways.. i had this blogspot thing for awhile but never used it.
I was planning on studying for my Ap art history test tomorrow...
but its such a hassel.. hassal... hasal? o.o...

how are you supposed to end these things?